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im not all evil.. just a lil more so than normal :D

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User Number: 965126
Date Created:2003-03-24
Number of Posts: 310

(When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today
Strengths: easy-going, loyal, trusting, ready-to-hug, always available, friendly, observant, willing.
Weaknesses: manipulative, always wants a cup of tea, compulsive, perfectionism, unstable, ignorant, lacks alot, not-ready-to-be-hugged.
Special Skills: can make a damn fine cuppa tea, anime fundie, escapism queen, F1 supporter, will power, accomplished liar, perceptive.
Weapons: sharp words, music, masker, dirty laundry and dirty dishes!
Motto: M.I.N.D.O.V.E.R.M.A.T.T.E.R. if you dont mind it wont matter!

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